Hey guys, it's Bella. You may or may not have noticed that I have been MIA for the past few days/weeks. I know that I have promised commissions to various people, as well as promised to help Owl fund raise, but something came up in my life that I could not ignore. A beloved family member of mine had a medical emergency, and I will be flying to the other side of the world to be with her in a few days. Unfortunately, it seems like she may pass away before I arrive.
This whole experience has really changed my perspective on life, and I've been severely depressed and unable to draw or even look at my computer. I've also been thinking really hard about my role in this community and found that I'm not as happy here as I thought. Don't get me wrong, I value the friendship and experiences I've had while meeting people in the community, but I don't belong here. Simply put: I'm not ABDL. I don't dislike it in anyway, but it gets a bit tiring trying to draw something I'm not 100% on board with.
And that brings me to the goodbye.
You may have already noticed that my account has been wiped. I don't really plan on deactivating, but I don't believe I will be posting or being active again. Maybe one day in the far, far, future I'll be back. But that won't be anytime soon.
And a HUGE apology to anyone I owe anything to. Please note me and tell me how much I owe you and I'll give you a full refund. As for the fund raiser with owl, he will get 100% of what I actually earned as to make up for the part that I will refund.
Sorry guys, I really did like my time here.